"What Is The Point,

 not memories nor what is to come, 'the moment' of the child's smile?" - sle.  Nice day.  Mind has been going all over the place.  The best moments, Sweet Pea.  Oh, the treasures in life that people overlook.  They soak in the teasures through the motions but can't drink the nectar for they don't "stop and smell the roses."  Through my struggles in life, so wanted to be able to stop and smell the roses, without being ripped apart.  The clouds today were so pleasant and pleasing today while driving into work.  Beautiful day.  Watched some colorized WWII stuff.  Episode on Midway.  Next one is Kamikaze.  Now, watching MoneyBall.  Like Brad Pitt.  Seems nice so far.  Did a little tweet just a few minutes ago.  Have to learn how to maneuver it.  Sweet Pea came home from karate and played a few songs to me and I have to guess the titles.  Duh?  Couldn't even get Help.  She dances some and sings a little.  She is sitting at my desk on her tablet.  A treasure.  MoneyBall is a good movie.  Played the jinx thing at the end which I wasn't liking, but made it a wonderful moment.  Then Brad Pitt says, "What is the point? before going into the World Series where they lose.  God is a funny man.  He was talking to me with the clouds today.  The demons weren't there but I started to feel the spirits again.  Rather those treasure moments with Sweet Pea.  She is My Spirit Child, but people don't seem to understand.  Still waiting for a miracle I guess.  Don't think it is going to happen.  Like the movie, got to move on.  Waiting for the end of the movie.  Nice the relationship between him, Brad Pitt, and his daughter,  He is divorced from the mom, but him and his daughter do share a great relationship.  Nice ending and seems to have been based upon a real person.  Interesting.  Great preformance by Brad Pitt.  More hot chocolate.  Now, Mary Magdalene.  Was she Jesus' wife or prostitute or simply a disciple of Jesus.  Heard there was a book of Mary, the Gospel of Mary Magdalene.  Joaquin Phoenix is Jesus.  Got to watch this.  He is such a great actor.  Seems like he isn't acting.  A natural.  Time to play and news.  Watch the movie here ant there.  "Listen and thou shall hear...?"  My next post title?  Didn't get to finish the movie.  Sweet Pea went to the back.  Will finish the movie tomorrow.  Just read an article on Babe Ruth and how the treatment they used on him helped cancer patients today.  Apparently, they were able to hide from Babe Ruth that he had cancer.  Not in the throat or lungs, but a tumor behind his nose.  Interesting article.  Tomorrow shopping.  Have to think about things a little.  Been buying a lot of the food and things for Mr. Kenny and Sweet Pea.  Should let her buy them since she received Mr. Kenny funds, but I will probably buy them.  Definitely, will get Sweet Pea's stuff.  She came out and got chips.  Have to get some more.  Still can hear, "I am 33 years old!"  Yeah, like that means sh*t.  Still a kid and always will be most likely.  She knows so much more than me.  Yeah, right.  Still needing so-call friends to hold her up.  High-school crap.  But she is like most, can't see the treasures in front of her.  In her case, mostly from not having feelings.  Just living a selfish, arrogant life.  Needing BS in her life, I guess, to make it seem worthwhile.  Enough for tonight.  Bed in a little bit I hope.  Emails.  Finished the news.  Mary Magdalene does make for interesting research and reading.  Again, so many people have trouble seeing the treasures.  Can't sleep quite yet.  Took medicine.  Thinking I do need to find someone grown up.  Someone that knows themselves and knows what they want.  Someone willing to fight for that.  My abs are getting better.  Lost little over 1 lb.  Will have to start doing better.  Love my long hair.  Few more inches and, then, I might consider getting it trimmed.  But will wait.  Tomorrow.  Today is election day and Boo's school is used for a voting place.  Her and her friends are having fun ripping up the house, haha.  All the fighting I have been doing trying to keep the property and home for Boo and her mom seems to be wanting to fight me all the way instead of trying to help me keep it for her.  She thinks she knows so much about people.  If the creep thought of her so much, why is everything they stole, or are trying to steal, have to be in his name?  The creep not only lied to me but to her and everyone.  I have to worry about slandering him for stealing my insurance check when I have his signature showing he received it.  Anyway, exercises.  Now, check emails and news a little, then, Sams.  People are something else.  Beautiful day it seems.  Do take care and be safe.  God bless.