"If Only,

 you could tell by looks," - sle.  Drive to get some "hot" chocolate was nice.  Enjoyed myself.  Got home and saw Sweet Pea on the road with a friend.  She is something else.  Ghost Protocol was not the movie I thought it was.  I like Rogue Nation.  Anyway, went and finished watching Jesse Stone.  The creep is here, I believe.  Mr. Chance hates him, too.  Got Chance in the back room.  Did emails and reading news.  Guess just buying my time.  Learning I can live on my own.  Sweet Pea has a nice life here, but it will change at the beginning of the new year.  Things seem to be working out that way.  Finished watching Jesse Stone.  One I don't remember seeing, probably didn't.  Saw a good number of people.  Something just seems missing.  Spirit would be my guess.  Seems like they are lost.  One man was handicapped and went into the women's restroom.  I didn't say anything.  Figured women would see him and direct him into the right restroom.  He was barely making it, so don't think he was planning to do anything wrong.  How can a girl (the grown one) be so stupid?  Risk losing Sweet Pea for someone that isn't no where near it.  Janet and her always thought I was lying to them.  Thought I was running around behind Janet's back.  Never did.  I can lie, but when I judge I have to not when something is so terrible and hurting.  Guess not lying is what got me into the most trouble.  Janet loved me, but I was truly more a companion.  Anyway, I was the provider and we survived together.  Enough history.  God spoke and I listened and we are where we are at.  Sweet Pea and friend is here.  Nice.  The price Sweet Pea will be paying.  Trash is, definitely, people that won't help themselves.  This yo-you will never learn.anything because the creep is a know it all, as well as, she is, too.  Know it all, yet, don't know much.  Well, watching Open Range.  I do like it.  I think Kevin Costner's best movie.  Open Range, good movie.  Maybe I am missing Spirit now.  Or, maybe spark is the better word.  I think it might be more of a resting period that I need.  Tombstone.  Kurt Russell and the rest are good in it.  Even the bad guys.  News ain't good about the economy.  The next couple of years or more are going to be terrible.  Going to pray for better.  Someone to turn it around.  Watching end of Gladiator.  Got tossed out by Boo.  Haha.  Will finish Tombstone when back in my room.  Boo is in the back.  Got her a case of Cactus Cooler.  Only sold in southern California, I believe.  Her stepmom bought her a can or so and I toss some away at my desk by mistake.  Took a sip a minute ago.  Like a touch of Sprite and Orange Fanta.  Away.  Hope it made her happy.  She is starting to say good night to me.  Not sure what to make of that.  She isn't a dump girl.  Nobody is perfect, but to stab someone in the back as much as she and the trash did when I have given so much is uncomprehensible.  The trash has such an attitude.  She too.  But what have they ever done or shown to think they are so good.  Just no reasoning to it.  Still some to the movie.  Going onto the internet for awhile.  Wonder if getting someone to sign documents to sell property that isn't their'a when they have COVID is legal?  Especailly, when they aren't aware of their surroundings and can't make decisions.  How someone can do that to their own mother, I don't understand.  Especially for a pile of trash.  Gotta be trash to do something like that.  And then be so proud that it is your property.  Haha.  The  nerve of some people.  Anyway, may have to check it out.  Time for bed.  Tomorrow.  Had a great morning with Sweet Pea.  Until the creep and his mistress woke and came out.  The creep so badly wants into...?  Anyway, went and had some "hot" chocolate.  Came home and the crreep and mistress had to come out and start their sh*t.  When the creep said something about 'trashy' people, I had to laugh.  Stole my money, stole my tractor, stole my shed, all illegal, live under my roof with me paying all the bills, and the creep has the nerve to talk about 'trashy' people.  Can't help thinking of Janet suffering with COVID and her own daughter and this creep is worried about stealing my shed.  Janet can't sell what wasn't her, especially having COVID and struggling just to stay alive.  How could you do that to your mother for a piece of trash?  Anyway, time for bed.  My stomach has been doing better.  Still not sure what it was.  Probably bad food.  Hope foe is better tomorrow.  Just won't quite heal up completely.  Good night and God bless.  Have a great day tomorrow.  Sure Sweet Pea will be affected by things.  Maybe this is good in a way, when we have to part ways soon.