"Everyone is Part of God's Family,

but God is not part of everyone's 'family'," - sle.  Family, like so many other words, have many definitions.  The greatest Family is one of God.  Sadly, so many people misunderstand God.  Well, got a couple of student emails to deal with...... This is a few days later.  Been away from writing for awhile.  Won't be on long now.  Almost time for bed, if I am lucky.  Run Silent, Run Deep.  Great movie.  Da Vinci Code, today, with the Alamo, with John Wayne.  Didn't know it did so well at the box office.  Well, for United Artists over the years, as well.  God is a funny man.  Just so many coincidences.  Anyway, he is funny.  Been doing so great.  The trash is back but he has been staying away from me, which is good.  Not sure, but think it got back to him and her that I had a copy of his signature for receiving the package with my check in it that he stole.  Also, the possibility I could push what the trash and she did to her mom.  Still can't believe someone is that low.  Even those she hates me that much, would think your mother comes first.  But, guess if you don't have feelings for them when they are really living, why would anyone expect someone to have feelings when they are on their death bed.  The funny thing, it wasn't her's to sell anyway.  But trash that ain't too bright but has attitude and wants something for nothing, will try anything.  Sweet Pea.  She is something else.  Growing up so much.  Going to keep trying to get the house thing straightened out where I can deal with the mortgage company, but still not sure if I will stay here too long after the new year.  Need title to the property to deal with the mortgage company but she knows it all and sure she will continue to give me trouble.  Again, trying to save the property for her daughter, Sweet Pea, but she don't give a damn.  Rather the trash that lied to her, if she truly didn't know that he stole my check.  Can only hope for the best.  God has been showing me, through His coincidences that He is still watching over me.  Just haven't been having those feelings of the spirits I normally do. Know they are watching, but they are being quiet.  Been enjoying the clouds and watching them without ripping myself apart.  I am growing more aware and developing more understanding of Him and how things are.  Mary Magalene and many other recent movies, Notting Hill, e.g., have been showing me a lot.  We do live in God's kingdom, now, but they just can't quite grasp the spiritual aspects of it.  Mary Magalene and Jesus, Joaquin Phoenix, said it.  Most people just don't get it.  I am still developing it more and more.  Will end by saying things are going well with me.  My abs are still developing and my stomach pouch is getting a little flatter at the top and smaller.  Might be months and another year, but getting there, getting rid of the pouch.  Do have to go back to sunflower seeds and nuts and proteins more and away from the carbs.  Get back to a little bit better control and balance.  Do need carbs.  Can't reduce them too much.  Balance!  Good night, God Bless.  Tomorrow.