"With a roll of the dice, waiting

 for a seven or an eleven may be an eternally," - sle.  Rolling the dice now.  Installing a new Windows 11 update.  Know there is a couple of issues with it, but the issues shouldn't bother my computer.  Will see.  Amazing how these companies after years and years of developing software still are turning out stuff that has such errors that should be caught in testing.  These days don't verify like they use to.  Why?  Cost.  Download is getting therre.  My, my.  The Chinese waitress eyes were glaring.  Guess my hair was out of place.  This seems to be a big upgrade.  Computers.  Waiting for dish washerr and watching Joey Wales.  I like the Tin Bear part.  Good movie.  Mr. Kenny likes Josey Wales and Smoke Jensen.  Time to get ready for bed.  Hopefully, before 12.  "It is living that is hard," - Josey Wales.  Or, something like that.  Trying to think of a way to make it work here, but it can't.  Will try to last as long as I can.  End of January.  Probably not.  My stomach just can't take the trash.  So, phony.  So, insincere.  Thinks he fools everyone, when he is but a piece of shitty trash.  Well, will try for the baby to last until after the holidays, but don't think I can.  The bastard knows how I feel and he is going to push it.  That is what chicken shits do.  But, I know how the game is played.  Anyway, life.  Making me a better person, so God has His ways.  If he was any kind of man, he would want his own place, not to try to steal someone's else.  But he is a thief, so I don't expect anything more.  One day at a time.  I got the feeling today that Janet understands.  And, definitely, Hoot.  Time to check dish washerr.  To think of this person as a man is such a mistake.  Thursday will hopefully be a learning day.  Do have to look into storage sheds and apartments.  Time does sneak up.  Oh, do hope the update doesn't freeze my computer or give me a black screen.  Remember when someone deliberately screwed my computer up.  People make me laugh.  Self-righteous people make me laugh more, haha.  Update done.  How do you deliberately steal someone's money and screw-up someone's computer.  There is NO excuse, especially then lying about it.  Shaking my head.  Dishes and movie, Christmas Inheitance.  China apparently is having their issues, too.  RED China.  I like using RED China in my news comments.  Haha.  Most young people probably don't know what that relates to.  Thinking about it, it could relate to blood.  RED China had a lot of it.  Mao Zedong and Stalin probably killed more people than Hilter.  But who cares.  God does know how to cry.  Dishes, ugh.  Hehe.  People think I am nuts.  How can he write this stuff.  Why, not.  In time, it means nothing.  Way to get things off my chest.  And I love writing.  "Separate the eggs."  "Is that by size or weight?"  Haha.  Tomorrow.  Funny, Chance doesn't like the bastard, either.  Haha..  He does bark up a storm when he is around, normally.  Heard Boo a little bit this  morning.  It will be a cold day in hell when I don't hear it anymore.  Won't be too much longer.  I just can't take the bastard.  Phony, ignorant, arrogant, and trash all rolled up in one, with a few more adjectives I could add.  Neither, worth the power to blow them to hell.  She self-righteous, him pure trash.  Little evil, there.  Can feel it.  This morning, it came to me, 'ant'.  Next writing about an ant.  Give me a break, Lord.  What can you write about an ant?  Have to think on it.  Got to get ready for my diabetes doctor.  Ready for a pop bonus quiz.  Parked in the faculty parking lot behind library.  What a beautiful campus.  Library building is nice.  Thought the name was Magnolia and it was.  My electronic key hicky worked for the parking lot.  Use it for getting into the faculty door on top floor where offices are.  Modern technology.  Having a bad feeling.  Going to just pray.  When you play with fire you tend to get burned.  Just pray the Baby doesn't get burned.  Don't tell her I called her Bably, hehe.  Well, ready for the diabetes doctor.  Just dreading the drive home.  Rush hour by the time I get out, ugh.  'Ant!'  Oh, my lord.  The world is going crrazy, or crazier.  Our new water fountains.  COVID.  The Last Samurai.  Diabetes doctor went great.  One of, if not, the best in Baton Rouge.  Been over five years.  Just hope tomorrow is as good as today.  Have to go give blood work Friday or Monday.  Smokey, my oldest brother, is something else.  So much like mom, but so much more like dad.  Almost as big as a butthole than me, almost.  Very colorful like dad, and as nice, almost.  He has a personality like mom, and some dad.  Like dad, people can sense how they can screw him, but like dad, in a sense, they seem to love being nice, and screwed.  Haha.  Love talking with, in that, the past doesn't seem to bother either one of us now.  He seems to always have something going on.  Doctor is going to put me on Ozempic and we will see what the co-pay is.  I know the other medicine has a $20 co-pay, but Ozempic is better.  Replaces my insulin and only one shot a week.  Good for losing weight, too.  We shall see.  Back on baby aspirin.  He takes his own blood pressure, checks the feet, listens to the heart and lungs, back and front.  Nice guy.  Wicked gray hair, haha.  Reminds me of my Grandma Ernest.  Thin, but not as thin as hers.  Sweet Pea and friend are having fun.  But in time.  I just can't stay here pass January, except to clear things up.  I should put my big-boy pants on, haha.  The nerve of some people.  If I would have, they both would be gone.  Soon.  Them and their BS.  If they nearly as smart as they thought they were.  They ain't.  Just arrogant and using the goodness of people against the people.  Will just keep praying for the best of Sweet Pea and the children.  Lost my stylus, but found it.  Will have to start using it.  Did do a line for 'The Ant".  What does He expect from me, haha.  Don't know if it is my hair or fine figure, haha.  Got on elevator with two young students, female.  One had to say bye when getting off and they opened the door for outside the building and the first one out had to look back at me.  Glaring eyes.  Then, in the library building.  Big hallway, guy had to say how you doing from across the hall.  I said it was OK.  As I speeded up, just joking.  "Too many minds."  Nibbling on sunflower seeds.  The beginning back to eating right, but slowly.  Cherry blossoms are beautiful.  The Ant is coming along.  To eat dinner at another man's table without that man inviting him and knowing that man hates him.  Trash.  God is a funny man.  Almost finished with my writing.  Hoot and Janet are turning over in their graves.  Got to kick them out.  In time.  My poor Sweet Pea.  What a ... God, what trash, both.  How can you not stand up for your child?  Well, going to calm down.  I know how shit can affect a child.  Got to get them out of here before I lose it.  Just for a little tickle, screw up your child's life.  Pass thru a nice subdivision on the way to work.  Fine homes.  Thought of Sweet Pea.  She does deserve a betterr life.  Not some trash giving her a hard time and her mother standing there.  What crap!  Yes, Sweet Pea give people a hard time eating food, except her dad and his wife.  But, don't intimate and scare her.  Anyway, I don't like the creep.  Time to finish writing.  Finish Gladiator.  One line to go to finish.  Finished.  Dishes being done.  Still going forward.  One day looking to be free of all this.  May one day Hoot and Janet find peace.  Do have a good night sleep and take care.  Be safe.  God bless.  All I want is a nice, simple, quiet life.  Crap.  Guess once you step into it, but I didn't step in it.  It tossed itself at me. He is a pig trying to be something more.  He never will be.  Ugh!  He thinks the world revolves around him.  It doesn't.  "God, give me a remaining peaceful life."