"Social ladder of many steps,

 each a door to Heaven," - sle.  Everyone should know that society is made up of class levels of society.  The higher has manipulated the lower since leaving the caves and probably before.  Makes the world go 'round, but stops man from evolving from the final step, pass Heaven???  Had a great night.  Enjoyed myself.  Wasn't too pleased coming home, but the Baby was sleeping so it was fine.  Wasn't angry, just aggravated.  Glad the Baby was sleeping.  The Baby deserves to be walking up that ladder.  Not so much to be better than anyone else, but a higher self.  Hard to explain, but a higher 'thinker."  Saw a lot of people last night, many younger ones, and almost all gave me a feeling being lost, searching for something, empty!  No matter how much laughiing and feeling good, something was missing.  The word, I am thinking now, is empty.  Well, just me.  Like they were just going through the motions.  Anyway, enjoyed myself.  The Baby crawled onto top of me this morning and tossed around on my shoulder.  Laying on my side.  Pillow on head.  She was a kick.  She is so sweet.  She does make me feel betterr.  Nice morning.  Exercises and breakfast helped.  Especially, the exercises.  Skipped yesterday.  More refresh this morning.  Lab work stuff was in: 6.1 for sugar, so up a tab.  Baby caught me at the couch.  She is the sweetest.  God is a funny man.  Just some things today.  He did tell me it is time to leave.  There is so much more to me than being here.  Time to enjoy life more.  Can't be with Sweet Pea except for short moments and she is all I have here.  Love Chance and Rosie, but they aren't my dogs, either, if you know what I mean.  Watching Joan of Arc, where God is a funny man came to mind, again.  Wasn't going to write today nor maybe longer, but Sweet Pea has me feeling so good.  Has me seeing that it is time to go for us all.  I loved the light in her eyes yesterday when talking about her friend and how they would be together for years and years, high school then college.  Tried to tell her things change, but didn't make a big effort there.  She told me about one of her friends, not near here, and the curse words he called her.  Trash begets trash.  Deciding on whether to go shopping today or tomorrow.  We shall see.  Have to get my medicines and other things.  Another beautiful day.  Joan of Arc.  The real world.  Ain't something to be proud of.  Well, emails and news to finish.  Florida is recovering well, it seems.  A photo of the governor and people standing for prayer at a high school football game.  So, nice.  The hair cuts back then.  Joan of Arc?   Made a GoFundMe donation for a lady and her brothers.  Amazing story of how she took care of her disabled brothers in their house.  Amazing.  The actress playing Joan of Arc does come across as wild and truly believing.  Getting tired.  Soup and then maybe the store.  Movie seems to be a long one.  Started Joan of Arc again.  Shopping went well.  Doctor forgot one medicine; I caught him walking around the corned just before reminding him I needed refills.  Anyway, wrote yesterday on their website and he answered.  My medicine was there.  Have to write to see if he can send in the Ozempic.  My biggest choice at the store, small plums vs. large plums.  Choose the big ones: one vs. two.  Figured less pit.  Haha.  Apples up 50 cents a pound or more.  Oh, man.  Big plums seem firmer.  Not quite as tasty, but that was only one.  Eight more to go.  Haha.  Going to eat an apple, too.  Have to eat more fruits.  There is sugar but a differrent kind.  Got Gala and Fuji.  Read better to eat more during the day than at night.  Eating at night, there is two proteins are something which turns the food into fat.  It isn't so much the calories.  Interesting.  Well, the crap is in.  People have such nerve.  Will make things easier.  Guess I can relate to Joan of Arc.  Haha.  End of Joan of Arc made me wonder: "Are the flames of Satan truly those of man?"  Being burned as a witch.  Can't imagine and don't want to.  Well, watching a Cary Grant movie I never watched before.  Quality of the movie ain't much.  Good night and sleep well.  God bless.  Hope I can get sleep tonight.  Just don't feel comfortable in my own home.  Maybe one day.  Going to hold off as much as possible, but I know it is there.  Sure that lady will reach her goal and more.  Gave $50, plus a fee, haha.  At least, when I give to Sweet Pea's class, they don't charge me.

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