"Man doesn't define God and

His creation.  God defines mankind," - sle.  And He wants man to be more.  Evolution.  Will man ever start evolving?  All the technology past, present, and future, doesn't evolve man, only assists him in making it through life.  Evolution of man comes with the advancement of his spirit.  Of His Spirit?  Just finished reading up on Cromwell.  Interesting for sure: devil or a hand of God.  Was a nice long reading.  Movie was the worse, but again, just something missing about it.  Too clean.  Not enough dust.  Long couch writing.  Time to go back to room and do some school work.  Boo does make me laugh.  Such a fine little lady she is becoming.  We have our fun.  Her friends here seem to be a nice influence on her.  Though, not from these friends, she has developed a little bit of a lying gene.  Nothing bad.  Many children do it, but still, something to work on.  "I didn't do it," but you know she did.  Anyway, I talk with her about it being a lie, but don't make too much of an issue about it.  Hoping in time, she will learn.  Still pretty young.  Tomorrow, no plans.  Maybe more school work tonight and tomorrow.  Ahead about three weeks, but three weeks go by quickly.  Waiting for Monday.  October 3rd, Phillip's birthday.  He was a character.  I think, his life greatly changed by his young life.  Parents don't stop and think what their actions can do to their children in the future.  Why I always tried to keep children from such adult things.  They don't need to grow up fast by screwing up their minds.  But, people, even parents, don't stop and 'think' when they should.  Think they know everything and they are so righteous when they don't know shit.  Of course, many do know what is right.  Just those that don't stop and think that gets me going.  Time to get up.  Do enjoy writing with this tablet.  Tomorrow, more thinking on Cromwell, maybe.  Man of God or man of Man?  Hehe.  Came up with another posting title this morning.  Slept well and was a great morning when Sweet Pea asked to watch my computer with YouTube.  Robin Hood is finally here.  Love Russell Crowe and Cate Blanchett in it.  Had to look her up, didn;t know her name.  Mark Strong was a good bad guy.  Don't know him from anything else.  When looking at women, like at the entrance of Walmart, not gawking at, or at desks, been feeling something missing in many of them.  Realized what it was this morning.  How I came up with the new title of a posting.  So will discuss it more later in another posting.  Trying to think if there is some place I need to go.  A beautiful day, again.  But, school work awaits.  Gotta do what one has gotta do.  Starting on sunflower seeds, again.  After Wednesday, will be trying to improve numbers, haha.  Stopping point with school work.  Did take Rosie and Chance out.  They has some fun.  Robin Hood was good.  I enjoy it.  Looked in the mirror today and wondered "Why can't people see more than the physical?"  Is the mind made up of more than just electrical charges and nerves?  Watching Attack on Pearl Harbor, again, but going to go outside.  Shouldn't, but to hell with it.  Need to get some work done outside.  Did very little.  Mainly walked on my feet, the bad foot feels good, the other feels it more.  Being locked out of my shed, couldn't get the stuff to do any garden stuff.  There is a couple of lights put up and destroys the beauty of the fron of the shed.  Then one light is solar.  The solar panel is pointed away from the sun.  Huh, who points a solar panel away from the sun?  Anyway, the front of the shed looks crappy.  Won't say more.  Need to get back onto my feet.  Makes the end of January feel a lot betterr.  Well, I should have mentioned first how great Sweet Pea is.  She got some Halloween stickers and put them on her mirror and wall.  Must be pull aways.  She did great.  She just came in and showed me her Halloween costume.  Beautiful.  Great fit.  She is the sweetest.  I do catch most typo's but some do get through.  It is where I think one word and write another that bothers me a little, but think most people can figure out what the word was supposed to be.  Mail time.  No, mail, at least, the box was empty.  Watching Mr. & Mrs. Smith.  Like Brad Pitt and Angela Jolie in it.  Nothing too special.  Moved some pictures for my plaques.  One was Janet's photo.  Thought of her earlier and how hard she worked doing Amazon.  I helped as much as I cculd, but most of the time, stood out of her way or went shopping with her.  Something said yesterday made me think of something funny relating to Janet and Amazon.  Boo on YouTube.  Nice quiet Saturday.  Movie has its funny part.  Debating if it is Kenny or Rosie snoring, haha.  News time. Kinda missed the ending of the movie.  My poor Boo.  Some people are so damn selfish so wrapped up with being scared and needing approval from someone, from so-called friends.  If they were truly friends, they would tell her to grown up, but there are very few friends out there that are truly that kind of friend. Against, self-righteous people who aren't so righteous.  Janet is looking over my desk now, literally, since I moved her photo.  She is just shaking her head.  Sadly, motherrs get crapped on a lot by their children.  A lucky few don't.  Janet had her heart broken many of times.  I was there for her for some of those moments.  I know people will try to turn it around and judge me, but Janet loved me but more as a comparion more than anything else.  Boo, guess she will become stronger and, as the old saying goes, what goes around comes around.  But the difference, Janet cared and had feelings.  She was one of the most caring people I knew.  Some people just live life to live it.  No feelings except for crap where they seek approval from.  Anyway, guess it is part of being a mother.  Children not listening. Moved my wall clock.  Haha.  Am restless tonight, but forcing myself to be still.  Mom and Janet are looking over my desk.  How Janet loved mom.  Mom loved Janet in her way,, but felt Janet was getting into her territory.  I did a lot for mom.  Anyway, Janet and mom were different and where they crossed caused a conflict.  Neither one would listen to me.  I knew where both were coming from and saw it coming, but hoped it wouldn't.  All the pain and suffering and lost fun and good times over $75.  Money.  Root of most evil.  Just was so petty, but each stood their ground and they and others paid the price, including me.  Somehow, sure some are saying it was me.  Guess in a way, in that, I took a risk on someone and it didn't pan out.  No one tried to be understanding.  I understood, but not the true consequences of the outcome.  Janet was deeply hurt.  She didn't know mom like I did.  Time for another coffee.  Money never meant much to me, but I was tempted by greed a couple of times, but not anymore.  Luckily, God has provide financially for me.  I have been lucky.  And one day if not.  Who knows.  Don't worry about it.  I still have Him.  Boo.  She does deserrve the best.  When I see her, I smile and sometimes laugh.  She don't get that I am not laughing at her, but laughing because she makes me feel so good.  Happy.  Got fussed a little.  Not sure she wanted to leave the house tonight.  "Ignorance doesn't mean one is stupid," - sle.  Saying just came to mind.  Well, going to end here.  Tomorrow, maybe try to figure out how to do gardening without the proper tools.  Just hope it isn't something illegal behind the doors.  But.  Maybe I should chuckle here, but nothing today surprises me much.  Just pray nothing happens to the Boo.  Going to wash dishes and play it by ear.  School work, news, and movie.  Do have a great day tomorrow and in the future after.  God bless.  He is looking over my desk, too.  Love my grandma's cross.  Just gives me something solid to focus on while thinking of Him.  Sweet Pea has the one of Mother Mary, if she still does.  Mother Mary and Him will always be with me.  My Aunt Lillian, my mom and dad, and so many more.  Gotta 'believe' and have faith.  Again, God bless and have a great night sleep.  Oh, Boo is a blue belt now.  One day when she learns to focus and practice, but as long as, she enjoys herself.