"Diamonds melt

 with the Eyes of the Lord," - sle.  "The Other Side of the Wind," by Orson Welles.  He never finished it.  What kind of writing, don't know.  Orson Welles.  Don't really know too much about him, except the War of the World thing on Halloween night.  Was a great actor and director, I think.  When I saw him on TV being interviewed and stuff, he came across as a very intelligent man.  Think he liked his food, too, in his later life.  It is a documentary, not a movie.  Ton of film clips nexer put together for so many reasons.  What can I do with it?  Sweet Pea, how can you not love her.  She loves her Beetlejuice shirt.  Waiting for dishes.  Can't take too much more of it.  Can only imagine what Orson had in mind, but have a feeling about it.  Winds of nothing, meaning nothing, where is the other side?  Hmmm.  The documentary.  Definitely, winds of nothing, meaning nothing, except in the eyes of the beholder?  What they can get out of it.  Everyone will have a different view.  A differrent understanding.  "This Little Love of Mine."  Nice movie.  Seems like no matter how many times I have seen a movie, I tend to always see or hear something new.  Poor memory, maybe.  Haha.  God, what a great day, exceot for the crap at the house.  Had a big surprise on the internet.  That and today was pay day.  Haha.  Don't ask me why, but we get paid on Wednesday with direct deposit, though officially we don't get paid until Friday.  Go figure.  I can't.  Haha.  God, me and Sweet Pea do have the nicest times.  Tonight, she was on the side table with her tablet watching YouTube.  So cute.  Do hope tomorrow is another great day with great news.  Can always use great news.  Tomorrow.  Slept well.  Mr. Kenny caught me before breakfast.  He had some garbage picked up.  Haha.  He means well.  About 20 minutes or so of story telling.  So emotionally drained that I changed my plans.  Tomorrow,, blood work and my otherr business.  Yesterday, was so drained,, then the thing with Boo.  Didn't want to ask for a snack because he might come back and tell her something.  Better not make that mistake.  Anyway, she was forced to eat something good, a taco.  Better!  I wanted to laugh.  A taco is really junk food, what is better about it.  And she hates meats.  Shook my head.  I know it is a control thing with her, but got to show a little tact.  Force and scaring her isn't going to accomplish much.  Not like she doesn't have many more years to learn and be taught.  I saw a figure of a girl from back when.  A friend from college, I believe.  Looks somewhat like my sister-in-law Fay.  Anyway, I saw her image and it is like she took my pressures away.  My emotions.  It felt good.  Did have good news last night, so that felt good.  Every little bit helps.  A taco.  Eat better.  Something there just doesn't seem right.  Think someone needs to put their big boy pants on, but it ain't me.  I don't want trouble and I don't need to try to be tough to prove anything.  Especially, when most of their stuff is BS.  Going to try to enjoy today and get some school work done to get ahead a little further.  Tomorrow will be another day.  Mr. Kenny wants to go shopping, haha.  He loved Chick-fil-A.  There is a Target right near by, so maybe tomorrow or during the weekend.  Sweet Pea is so sweet.  How can you 'not' want the best for her.  And, that bastard is no where near the best for her.  He is scum pure and simple.  Not going to make excuss for him.  His past life is only an excuse when you don't try to better yourself.  He, like her, think they know so much.  And really don't know shit.  Like so many young people today.  No one is perfect, but how do you not try to be better.  Well, time for email than school worrk. Dogs are playing outside; I am getting ahead.  Basically, finished all my discussion posts for the semester.  Now, to wait for mid-term grades.  And, scoring the discussion posts for the first half of the semester for mid-term grades.  Beautiful day, beautiful land.  Sweet Pea.  She does deserve a home, but I know it won't be here.  It will take a lot to make it to January.  But, then, again, God will have some say in what goes on.  Tomorrow, hope it is a good day.  Mr. Kenny, does make me laugh.  Rosie and Chance do love playing in the field.  Rosie is getting into better shape.  Watching Pearl Harbor again, a documentary.  Three episodes.  Don't know if I will do any other writing for the day, though it is on my mind.  Waiting for that lady that will glare me in the eyes and keep glaring, haha.  Parents are being warned about fentanyl in Halloween candy.  Times aren't the same.  Boo and her friends are having fun.  Tomorrow should be a good day, I hope.  Supperr.  Interest rate hiked again.  Inflation ain't going down and it won't.  Personally, don't think the Feds know what they are doing, or they are doing it on purpose, destroying the economy.  But results don't mean nothing.  We, The People, should just learn to suck it up.  How do you vote against success???  A headline, "Testosterrone levels are collapsing.  Fertility is in decline.  Is this The End of Man?"  Interesting.  A lot would depend on how you define man.  Physically or how one feels?  Haha.  Strange world and getting stranger.  All crap goes.  Finished my writing.  Might be a little deep, but i did try to hold to my truth to Orson. Tomorrow, blood work, Mr. Kenny, and other business.  Hope to keep moving ahead.  God, I hate the thought of losing Sweet Pea, but can't keep putting up with such crappy people.  She is back from karate and on my computer with YouTube.  Such trash and they have such low regards for people including themselves, including family.  Such phonies.  How much they care for family yet their actions tell different.  Poor Sweet Pea.  Yes, she will survive, but there should be 'more' to life than surviving.  Animals survive.  Humans should do more.  Who am I to talk.  Know I lack ambition and drive.  Just an observation.  I could be here all night judging myself.  Haha.  Well, let's see if I can get this finished and sent off.  Do have a good night sleep.  Got to figure something out for my photos other than Google Photos.  It is on the list.  God bless!  He is a funny man.  Boo is something else.